and still the same

i wish i could just pick up all of my friends from home and bring them here, then i would be somewhat content being in rva. i am honestly so sick of feeling like i don't have any friends here, even though i actually have a few. might as well not as far as i'm concerned. ugh.

i've been having terrible dreams lately, and some of them really scare me. it's weird, i go for days and days not remembering any dreams. then all of a sudden i have them night after night, and they are so vivid. i wish these were actually good dreams and i wouldn't mind so much.

i'm going home to florida for thanksgiving. i leave the morning of november 26th and i return the evening of december 1st. i really need this, so i cannot wait!

the weather here lately has been so amazing. it might just be the only thing worth it right now. there are so many colored leaves all over the ground, the temperature is nice and cool, it isn't rainy, and i can leave the windows open at night. it's about to be cool enough to need a hoodie, and you know how i love wearing hoodies. it's really nice to have a change in seasons again.